Monday, June 28, 2010

another hell has over...continue to the next one...

arini da masuk 3 bln aku menganggur kat umah ma n abah nie...nmpk nye blom rezki ak lg dpt keje or smbg mane2 course master..ak ade gak mintak...ntah nape ak x prasan lak requirement die nk somebody yg ade 3 thn pngalamn keje...mmg x prasan langsung...abis rm50 ak cmtu je...marah btul ak dibuat nye...skrg ak da cam org x btol kat umah nie..da x tau nk watpe da...nk msk pon da xde feel..yela cmne nk ade feel tiap kali ak masak..esok nye buang sume...baik ak x pyh masak..nk tido pon serba slh...everything yg ak nk wat da xde prasaan nk wat kat umah nie...dada ak semakin ari trase semacam...takut ak...berat lak x trun2..x tau le bile nk trun...ak da le lame da x mkn ubat...pegi check blood pressure pon x..last ak check last year..kuaw3x..ak nie mmg tempah maut kot...yg makin parah..ak cam menyahut cabaran cik zah berat turun obviosly bile ak grad nnt..haaaaa!!nanyateee(in japanese)..hehehe...ak kene weight at least 90 kg and below by graduation..kalu x mampos kene ejek nnt...before raye lg da kene kurus..coz cik zah blk kmpg raye nie..huhuhu itu da dlm 2 bln dr skrg da tu...dimanakah carreer idamanku ini berada...da merata page internet ak cari tp x jumpe2 gak..huhuhu...hell blaja da tamat..skrg nie hell menganggur lak melanda diri...x pnah plak ak rase skrg nie betapa sronok nye jd student...nie la hell ak skrg...jd penganggur berijazah to be...